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Showing posts with label insight of my life. Show all posts

Friday, November 30, 2012

After 30824723894723 years. I IS BACK! haha!

I don't know what prompted me to just drop by here and start typin away. Really. Its kinda like a random thing I would say. hah!

Then I realised like a lot of you guys are doing that whole private viewing/by invites only to protect your privacy. Man, I have been left out! =( 

Me can't read no blogs like how I used to. tsktsk.

Anyways, i dont even know the purpose of me having a new post la. lets just say I'm bored?

I am on study break. I should't feel this. *duh*

The fact that I'm seeing a lot of people are chilling makes me wanna chill to. really.

I am REALLY not in the mood to study man. Never been like this in my study break. EVER. i don't like this feeling, seriously but i can't help it. *pityful face*

I actually did start early. So I guess that's part of the reason why i am slacking like a mofo now? lol I don't know.I better not regret this. its like the stress doesn't come. *not enough more like it* 

Like when I look at a case and on how to manage it, it feels like hey i know this , y'know? but I am still worries shit. damn.

Worse of all I just feel like chilling ALL THE FREAKING time. Adoi. God help me man.


Now its the final year of being a student. yes. Sem 7. Total 8 sems. I am afraid of the future. Yes, Lim San San is! LOL.


This year ain't that good. Got involved in a major accident *i'm fine obviously- no injury!- lucky me* it was pretty devastating due to the fact that I need the car to move around in seremban when I was attached there for clinical posting! but thanks god for wonderful friends and housemate I was saved!

That's one of the worse thing that happened to me for this year. I would regard the rest as not-so-serious lah k? hehe

Other than that, I think I have had pretty fair share of fun. Meeting people, making new friends, tried new food and drinks =))


Oh can't wait for me friend Shaun to be back!

I also have a Hong Kong trip with the family in mid of DEC. =))



Fast updates will end here. Got lazy *why am I not surprised*

I'll be back okay!

=D



Wednesday, March 16, 2011

hmm..

Well,

i'm forgetting bout the particular species of fish coz erm, apparently everyone is having it as well? don't like the idea of that so yeah... heh.

in comes another fish that caters to me but........ i dont really like the taste of it. how? i dont want to be eating it just to feed the cravings or satisfied myself, you get what i'm sayin?

pei li, i like a few types of species of "fish" but the always don't seem to fit me well.. somehow. i think i should start looking for those that i always ignore. HAHAHAH.

as for fish the REAL fish... i dunno what type of fishes i like la. hohoho. dont know their species name. LOL

tak habis-habis fish. bosan la.


eh, i wanna be more like semangat this year. fuhhhhh

Thursday, December 9, 2010

sayyy aaaayoooooooo

Wooot~

I was in S'pore for a couple of days. shopped. ate.shopped again. HEH.

lets just say dad is feeling generous? =D good news for me. but apart from that i am in heavy debt with my sister. aiyo. even working with her wont settle all the debt. *dies* nvm, one thing good bout the person u're ind
ebted to that is a family is....... u can slowly pay without additional interest. AHAHAHAH


my mum didnt go coz recently she went for some prayers edy. so she malas wanna go another time. hehe.


----------------------------> see the ice cream hehehe




---------------------------------> the ice cream maaaaaaaan.







---------------------------> one of the best hokkien prawn mee. omfgggg





---------------------------------> duck rice. omnomnomnom.







---------------------> macaroons from canele. nothing to shout about though.




----------------------------------------> Kahlua bars. Damnnnnn good.




----------------------------------> the people i really love.





AND
The stuffs i really love. HEHE


--------> green dress, the blue heels i finally got, hehe.high waisted skirt, grey heels =D
saw this clutch which is blue in colour, can go well with the heels but didnt buy it. like i feel i don't fancy it enough to spend the money although the money is not mine. heh. i am considerate kay.




---------------> Givenchy loose powder, my fav now. love them sooo much!


------------------------------> Lip pots by estee lauder. have not tried them yet.

whoever wants to buy me more make ups feel free. i never complain. haha.




and then.....



This ring is not bought there, got it in pavilion, kl. hehe. we have a pair. =)

ahhh with who u asked? heheheheheh.





By the way, my sis took down all those address from AFC and Google for those famous food in Singapore. So we actually went there just to hunt for those food. serious. Those that the TV food program has visited. well almost all of them. =) some were damn good, some mediocre.




okay, i should go now.. talk to you guys soon kays?


Missing sathya, hannah, and the girls, and the guys. aish.





Sunday, June 27, 2010

buckarooooo

Hey yall dont be hatin me for abandoning this blog. been busy, lazy, procrastinating. u name it lah. =)


so i got a second tattoo. hehehehe. its a snowflake. hehe. do you know that there is hardly two snowflake that contains the identical structure to each other. so yeah... unique kan? hehe. its in this colour i'm typin just a little darker. look below =)



-=*its on my inner left ankle. hehe i love it =D

-=*no more tatts for now. hehehe.


my sem break period from about middle of may till first week of july is coming to an end. sigh. sad dowhhhh!

so wat i've been doing? clubbing.. trying out new places for food.. shopping.

OHH, vacation to Bangkok again. hehehe. picture later la k? super lazy. LOL. dont be hatin'

alrite. shall update u guys very soon. *hopefully*


much love

Friday, May 28, 2010

pad thai, tomyam wait for me~ i'm coming... hehe

Hey there peeps!

i've been pretty busy going out, chilling with a few friends here and there.

ohhh, results came out today. i'm proceeding to the next sem! =D my grades arent THAT good. just average. Lucky i didnt fail. fffff.. =D thanks god seriously.

HAPPYYYY. now i can enjoy my holidae properly. =) one more month of nothingness. kekekeke. actually got la, got work in between but one week only say 2 to 3 days? hehe.

hmmm, second surprise coming next week. when i'm back i let yall know kays? not a big deal la. hehe wait and see, senoritas and senor (if there's any)

need to buy more clothings since i've been going out quite often. no baju la wei. kekeke. *evil thoughts*

i think i've met up with everyone. ALMOST. =D

i guess i'm sleepin early tonight. for once. i've got work tomoro anyways. 10am to 10pm. yes public holidae, i should be going out tonight, but no one is free for me, either that or their at places i dont know how to go. Fffff. *chants gps.gps.gps.*

i can't wait for Bao to be free. shisha. jarrod and rawlins. many more activities! few more days san. few more days! =) weeeeee~ sexcited.

Sathya will be back only end of the month but nevermind, i think i will be able to go out still. only starting in 3rd july. hehe.

i'm waiting for a show to start staring Jennifer Love Hewitt. its called " Can't Hardly Wait"
=)

okay it started awhile ago. was blog hoppin. hahaha. chao~!


ohh ohh.. first few picture with new hair. =)

BYE!! for real... ;)















Monday, February 22, 2010

In My Head

Hoit mofo!

HAHAHA. kesian tiba-tiba kena called mofo by mua. Jgn terasa yeh?

I am back. I am not floating in the air nor dreaming ok?

If some of u understand what i mean. haha forget it.


How is CNY treating u ppl? i think its has given me a FIIIINNNNNE service. LOL.


come come take a look at sunnysannnnnnnnn~
heheheh. i like my hair here. woooo~





-=*I got test almost every week. eeeee.
-=*oh my finals is in may. damn fast kan? KANCHEONGG.
-=*I am sorry to those i am not able to catch up with. i didn't forget i just didn't have the time.
-=* I got too much shit going one for a month i almost lost my head? HAHA kidding la. i was just exaggerating *drama*
-=* Thank you God. You are my saviour! =)
-=* I still want to have fun, anybody that's hanging out with FUN at ze club prz call me. HOHOHO
-=* Korean food outing with Bao *i typed BOA just now* still pending. Shall put a note!
-=* Shisha also. *time for some dose of emma again* =D
-=* I want to attend Mae's "sex" party. HAHA. *lapdance puhleasssee*
-=* I OUGHT TO be more rajin. YES YES YES!!
-=* More KARAOKE pls?

I wanna go shower now.

Adios amigos. Don't be a hijo de puta k?

Sunday, November 29, 2009

ohhhh tidakkkkk..

Aku letih la.....

hehehehe, aku nak keluar gi clubbing ngan kawan-kawan sekalian. sudah lame tak berseronok. sedih kan? hehehe. dah tak siuman.

ohhhhhh tidakkkk.

i nak gi shopping jugak. =( nak gi minum teh ngan kawan jugak. macam orang dari zaman batu ek? ape pun tak pernah buat? hahahaha

"hey you're cute as a button"
<-------------------- ROFL. :O


peace out~

Sunday, September 20, 2009

So i've been M.I.A

Why hello people,

I've been really lazy to update this blog. HAHA. Not coz i'm busy or what. So, what have i been up to nowadays? ahh, nothing intriguing or watsoever.


On Wednesday, i was devastated due to my test being cancelled, imagine going all the way up there *uni i meant* then i was innocently parking my car since i found a perfect spot already, suddenly i got a phone call from my friend telling me that the test was cancelled and been postponed to after raya. WTFFFF???? bengang semacam wei.. aku semangat nak habiskan and get over it. ishk! nevermind that, then went out with Siva and Bao for dinner at Delicious, such lovely night. Now, that made up for what happened in the afternoon. ;)


what else, hmmm...
oh, Sheenee got married already, i'm sorry i couldn't make it to the marriage ceremony at your home due to personal reasons. REALLY SORRY!!

CONGRATS anywaysss~



When i thought i had found a besties for life, i was wrong, as time passes by, circumstances changes, people changes. i'm glad we were once friends before, i've done what i can, i guess that doesn't really meant anything to you. Giving up your friend for over 10 years for a male companion is definitely not how i picture how our friendship will end. *wait, i've NEVER picture that our friendship will ever end, actually*

when u need a shoulder to cry on, i might not be able to offer u mine anymore. i'm sorry.
call me cruel, call me a bitch. i don't think i'm at fault. ask anyone.

what is more important? a friendship thats has been going on for over 10 years or a guy that u just barely know for close to 2 years?

Ookay, we should leave that emotional section aside and proceed to something at a lighter note, shall we? =]



Erm, Sathya has left for Ireland. *dammit Ireland you took my biotch away~~*
i will deifnitely DEFINITELY miss u truckloads. Don't forgot to keep in touch with me while you're busy studying and having all the fun that Dublin has to offer. Speaking of which, i'm missing Mae and Pei Li as well.

yall coming back rite? can't wait. =D



I'm occupied by Youtube these days. Like Obessessed with it, i think its one of the best and entertaining creation that man has to offer.

2pm, soundlyawake and of course my fav. petrilude

you guys rocked my world. really. =]



By the way, Selamat Hari Raya to all the Muslims alrite?

Hannah... cepat balik!!!

alrite me signing out here. enjoy your holidaes if u have one.

adios amigos.

ps: congrats on ur awesome results bao! *hugs*

Thursday, August 13, 2009

REEEEEEEMIXXXX!

HO HO HO..... so on Monday. i met up with Siva after class at pyramid. Got some stuffs to hunt. =)


AND you know what??


i
freaking
GOT THEM!!


All are good buy i would say, right Siva?? Thanks again for accompanying me. Really. ;)


I got a bag, a wallet and a clutch bag. Oh so boootiful. Pocket money disappearing also. haha. all worth it. its alright. =)


i shall wait next month to get more stuffs. Kill me.

too many things too little money.

we're always short of the greens aren't we?


Manishya's back from yindia. Catching up with her tomoro. =) Oh, hannah's back today i think. meeting her also. miss u lah!
Going uni today was redundant. Day start off real badly. sigh. got my mood messed up. I reckon life's too boring. No??


I also bought these earrings for Manishya as a bday gift.Nice? i hope she likes them coz i do. =]









okaysssss

Chao dulu.

;)

Tuesday, March 3, 2009

GG

No its not Good Game, nor GG.com *as is gone case*

its......



Gossip Girl!!



*grins*

been reading the series of books, Jue borrowed me 7 of them, i finish one in two days. *giggles*
coming from mua, its quite unusual ya know? *raised brow*

there's this event on Friday the 13th in HELP. its like a talent show or so, with bands performing. i wanna go, but i dunno how to? anyone care to give me a lift?

call me at 1-800-lets-go-party-33
will u?

*laughs*

rite, shall continue with my books and dessert.
toodles!
;)

Saturday, January 17, 2009

Reminiscence

this week has been quite packed with outings, mostly with miss ameleen. *macam boyfren je*

i accompanied her to sunway college to settle some matter regarding education. oh, bump into edmund when ameleen told me that she has been studying there for quite a while and nvr once saw him. *girl, maybe u didnt realise*

oh spotted a hottie too, the conventional white hot guy in his hiphop-ish style, he had his green baseball cap side ways clad in green polo tee *sweeeett*

just as what mae said, " i need some leng chai therapy "
haha how cute!

hung out with her till 10 at nite, yackin away....

that's for 2 days but not in a row with breaks in between *damn this sounded like some session or somethin'*

then was out with bro yesterday, told him stories in the past which i didnt get a chance to tell before this *shy* oh and i met pei pei after about like 2 years? had a drink at mamak first later on both bro and i headed to Republic for a drink.

was there for a couple of hours. talking bout recent matters and issues as well as our own opinions and feelings towards them. this feels like the good ol' days. =D

honestly, i do love listening to whatever that YOU ppl, my dear close frens, would wanna voice out. when you peepz are willing to pour out ur heart and soul to me this makes me feeling honoured *put aside that i'm nosy, teehee* because this proves that YOU have a certain level of trust in me in order to let me know what's going on in ur mind. obviously, i am also more than willing to feed you with my advice and help you out.

Let me tell u, being all of you guy's ears, i NEVER judge you based on what u guys have done or thought about coz i know it in my heart, who you are.

* all of these is always a vice versa thing, innit?*



Sometimes there are reasons why certain things in life you only choose to tell certain ppl. Maybe you are worried that they will judge u and will have a different percertion on what type of person you really are or maybe you think they would not understand.
*well, that's solely my opinion*

okay, we shall leave that aside....

Oh, i will be working in my sister's place for a few days which dates from 19th-22nd. 23rd will be going to pyramid with her as well as other place to settle her miscellaneous things.

till then, i shall meet most of u on friday the earliest.

miss me not.
=]

Monday, January 12, 2009

wave of emotions, be it positve or negative

what do i mean by the title for this post? okay, i shall fill u ppl in with the details. *btw, this is such a sweet colour, eh?*

come on, cut me some slack would you? i too have my downfall period rite? i have my moments as well.. so dont mind me ranting on bout what i feel.

so on the 9th of jan, i was accompanied by laine to IMU to collect my results. remember the subject that i said i didnt do well and purely depend on luck if i want to pass? yeah, luck is definitely not on my side coz if it were i wont be here at teluk pulai for now but i'll be in bukit jalil instead.

the reaction that i gave out was not one that anyone would expect. i took it like a man! AHAHHAHA okay okay, not so much like that.... i was surprisingly okay for the start, it only became worse after a while. probably i'm ready for it that's why its not SO bad. hehe, laine's my witness!

then on the way back, we manage to drop by cats whiskers for a while, she got a few nice tops. i didnt get anything *yet*
and we came across a "small" incident on the road. *i dont wanna talk bout it* collect some stuff in aeon, then send laine back.

at home, shit happens.
i had a glimpse of dissapointment/sorrow from dad's face. it breaks my heart seriously. i am not so sad for myself coz i know where i went wrong an i accept the mistakes that i take, but i didnt do well in the daughter department.

on top of that, i raised my voice an questioned my dad. i "menderhaka" (such deep and heavy word) at that point, coz i can't go on with things that i FELT he shouldnt do. but oh well its all cleared up yesterday follow up by more tears sheddin. aish, i'm too emotional.

its such a weak characteristic. emotional. pffftt!!

i hate being emotional. such a weak characteristic at times. i care too much, worried too much for my family, is that wrong? no?

if only i'm able to shut it out from my brain !!

i have to learn how to "push it aside" for a while. hehe.

i'll try, i promise.

so, all i got was a freaking LOOONNGGG holidae that no one wants to have. i will be wasting one year and graduate one sem later than the first batch since i'll be joining the 2nd batch ppl in July just to retake the subject that i didn't pass.. *stupid system rite??*

was pretty down for a moment, okay "pretty down" is SEVERELY an understatement.

BUTTTTTTT wait!

all these sorrow or somesay lamentable event has been counterbalanced by an euphoric nite!

i wanna shout out to a few ppl that made the night wonderful and AWESOME!
*drum rolls*

ANG ENG HUAT!!!! - i love you bro, none of this would've been possible without you! i dunno how to repay u lah! *guilty guilty* i will think okay!
AND i owe u HUSE ASS time!

obviously not to be forgotten (in random order)
-=* laine!
-=* bao!
-=* mae!
-=* jue!

that high feeling is terific! haha, lucky i nvr do any stupid act except being super hyper or else, i shy lorh! hehe.

i will get those pictures from jue, then will put it in facebook! =)

okay, habbo is FREAKIN' cute, then my mood got spoilt by sum perverts aiyo, my eyes! arghhhh... *ewww*

shall adjourne to it ( other habbo activities) later.

much love peeps!

-=*[SAN
]*=-

Tuesday, December 16, 2008

Just read

i went for remedial class this morn. always loved cruising in the highway listening to songs and singing along. hehe, sounds so much like a music video. *i wish*

i dread this two weeks. i hate being down you know. its severely eating up inside of me. gahhh! emo shits. i did study. one lecture. dammit, so intensely slow. after this post i'll resume to studying again. oh god, please help me to study at least a little faster. 2 weeks is freakin fast. so i gotta use up every minute wisely. *so much for talkin, look what i'm doin*

i might be going out to MV tomoro with hannah. its been ages since i met her. gotta update this chica. she ask to join with 2 of her frens. one of them is a close fren i had met during her open house for raya.

what else???


2009 is just around the corner.

what are your new year resolutions?


i've got a handful in mind, but that will take up alot of time if i were to start typing it here. so, i shall continue this some other time.

i guess u gotta know when to stop.

toodles!

Monday, December 15, 2008

idle

i hate being idle. sigh. i have to start studying by TODAY or else i'm doomed. like seriously. been pretty occupied last weekend.

i only have 2 WEEKS left before my resit papers. dammit. the feeling of knowing that i have to start but REALLY not moving or progressing even a wee bit is killing me mentally. good god, frustrating........... i'm so sleepy. but i dare not sleep due to feeling of guilt. okay, okay, i shall study tonight, i HAVE TO!!! grrr...

after this 2 weeks i can be free.. AGAIN, that is.

owh, the gutter post is really errr, interesting? haha its filled with obscenities and nudity. you should really view the blog at ur own peril. dont blame me that i never warn u. heh!

how our house is only left with 2 cars coz the white civic is in a REALLY bad condition. it got involved in a accident. you know those accidents that can cause congestion and slows down traffic? yeap, its THAT bad. i'm not the driver. my sister is driving to work, thank god the put on her sit belt. it wasn't her fault. she got caught in between 2 cars.. the accident occured like dominos- one after another cars crasing. she's alright but the antic car which is almost my age or older about a year is in a mess. the back part was smashed and has a big dent in the middle towards the right side causes the "backbone" or should i say the structure of the car out of shape, so there's really no point in repairing it for use again. being a petty car owner like my dad, he said the car wouldnt be in its original state like it used to be anymore. so me sister might get a new car. sigh.

my grandma (mom's side) passed away. on thursday morning. the accident happened on the second day of the funeral. so many unfortunate event occured one after another. grandma's kidney is impaired, her backbones got problems that makes her unable to move very well cause it hurts really badly, as for the kidneys, they were impaired due to usage of high painkillers for the body/backbones aching. she barely can remember anybody coz she was given drugs to ease the pain, so she's always high due the the drugs in her system. but she remembers me. she called my name and said that i've lost weight. sigh. that saddens me more coz she barely remembers anyone but me and my dad and a few more ppl. i dunno, i'm not THAT close to my grandma but i know she loves me and my sister very much.

rest in peace grandma. we all love you very much.

i wont be celebrating chinese new year this year. hmm, i'm not very sad u know. coz chinese new years is not that big of a deal to me. but, wei, my birthday???? aish, i've got no clue. dont really bother bout it for now.

studies first.

gosh i feel so pathetic. where's the active, enthusiastic sannnn???
i've been pretty down for a while. hmm, this contradicts to the san that are able to cheer up right back after few moments of sorrow. i guess u can guess how much this idiotic resit papers affect me. u get the idea.

well, gotta bounce for now.
see you ppl very soon i promise. =)

love yall loads.

Saturday, December 6, 2008

Stand up again right after you fall down!!

today i collected my exam results at about 3ish. we have to pen down our signature on a sheet of paper with our names on them before they hand us 2 envelopes. was there with yeeleng coz minying hasnt arrive yet and juliana was not able to collect due to personal reasons. i knew i had to open the envelope anyways. holding on to my breath as i start tearing the sides of the paper that's in the envelope, i flipped open the paper and quickly run thru the words on it, and trust me, time stood still for a mo'. i saw the word "fail" TWICE. i feel like a failure. i'm sorry to exaggerate but i just can't accept it at that point. sigh... i failed 2 subjects out of 6. both are chemistry. general chemistry and organice chemistry. i have to resit them on 30 december and 2 january. (so much for the holidaes, now i gotta study again) told dad thru text, he said, its okay, what to do? have to study again lor.. with a =) . he's always so supportive, made me even moredisappointed with myself. i'm so sad. i held back my tears at uni,my eyes were practically pooling with tears yet i still hold on, even when i was crusin' back home in my car, still holdin on. then back at home, dad stressed again, nevermind la.. just study again, nothing can be done already, right? that point my tears flow... then he tried comforting me again.. then it got worse! well, i bet u felt that before were when someone tries to comfort u, u cry harder?

the point is, i'm going to pass ( i HAVE to or else i have to repeat the SEMESTER and join the juniors next year which is only in July, and waste 1 WHOLE year!!!!) so, i have 2 weeks for General Chemistry, 1 week for Orranic Chemistry. i was soooooo down that i dont have the mood nor motivation to study. BUT, *CHING* not long after that, i come to my senses and semangat again, i'm quite lucky as in the point where i'm low in life does not last long. i can be VERY EXTREMELY EMOTIONAL (those ppl that over exaggerate or being melodramatic) but just in split seconds, (worse case scenario i might cry *blush*) THEN i'll be fine. its a great thing, right?? heh.

then, was telling Elaine darling about this, you know girl, what ever you told me was what i am thinking after being down, before feeling better. she said, its not THAT bad.. at least can resit, at least got a chance to prove myself again.. hehe.. then she said san
san strong wan.. cry all out sekali den nth d. i told her i sayang her coz she understand me so well. hehe. its true, that's why i appreciate the ppl around me (put aside, i'm quite an open book) at least they're always around for me. oh i feel so blessed!

i will start studying next week. hehe.

i still can go out with you peeps. no worries.. but no SOOOOOO outta control i guess, sigh. this better be worth it. and i told laine, at least my bday i'm free as a bird =D


sis went holidae as well. so left me and dad. dinner with him every night till tuesday. as for lunch which is usually late for me coz i will wake up at god knows what time, i just have my fabulous cereals those with raisins and other goodness! so yummy and healthy. sorry if i turn you ppl off, its filling for me, i've not been exercising for a while, if i eat heavy meals like chicken rice, fried noodles, those that u pack back from outside (considering mum's not in as well) i'm bound to pack on some pounds coz its day and night and i'm at home doing nothing but sleeping, watchin tele and online, sedentary life that is. so i decided to eat only at night, its would be better if i eat cereals to replace meals at night but the timing is bitch since i wake up at odd hours. *VAINPOT ALERTT!!!** hehe. i guess takin up this Nutrition and Dietetics suits me alot. coz i enjoy getting knowledge on food for our health. dont worry i wont pressure you ppl with these facts! hehe.

okay, its been quite a while since i expend my time for my dad. i've been very busy studying for exam (soon another time.. AISH) and going out till wee hours and didn't really chat with him anymore. so, i gotta run! see you!

=)

Wednesday, December 3, 2008

dont want to resit!!!!!

aish.... i received texts from jue and yeeleng, was in the car on the way to sunway pyramid to catch a movie wit bro and ameleen (again).. at first i forgot bout the feeling of anxious, suspense and fear of getting the results, but was again reminded by those texts..... danggggg!!! i am freaking worried, seriously.... well, yeah, i guess i cant escape from getting my results on friday, mind you its THIS FRIDAY. oooohhh, what a freaky friday? HAHA XD

*prays hard to GOD*

I DONT WANT TO RESITTTT!!!!!!

if i need to resit, i dont think i will have the mood to go clubbing this Saturday already.... but i guess i'll still be going and probably try to drown myself with alco in order to forget my sorrowness temporarily lah.... yes very stupid, but for the moment I DONT CARE!!!!!! eh, come one one paper can cause 500 fucking ringgit wei, omg.. and have to study again... zZZOMG... WUAHHH... DONT WANT.


=(

i feel so moodless suddenly... sigh!

moving on, its true that bonds can be broken
VERY easily as quote by bao. its not easy to form one but its fragile enough to be broken just like that *snaps fingers* so do appreciate those around. =)

i'm goin to pyramid AGAIN. i've got stuffs to get, like some groceries coz me mum is going away for holidaes, and i've got the mood to do some cooking, pastas that is! hehe nothing to be shout about, and some undergarments? hehe... maybe some clothes too, i've gotta budget, insufficient of monayyy. so sad.. so stuffs like eyeliner, foundation and blusher gotta put on hold coz its not
THAT important for me compares to food and clothes, *see i'm not so vain after all* HAHAHAHAH

okay, i've gotta settle some stuffs then heading to bed. want to get back my normal sleeping time, which is not so late... nights!

this is SAN signing out!


Monday, December 1, 2008

dua malam!

On, saturday and sunday, i've been loafing around with the bro and ameleen. sigh. so much incidents can happen in two days! u'll be surprised man! oh, been drinking as well. just beer * i dont really fancy them tho, coz of the gas!*

but i really enjoyed the nights. *wide grin* both nights end at either 4 ish of 5 ish in the morning.

*thanks bro for fetchin me around, i appreciate you alot, really, *hugs** =)

my results will be out on friday, i think. wish me all the luck in the world! *sigh* scared wei!!

Another thing that i would wanna mention is *clears throat*
-BAO!!!
i LOVE YOUUUU!!! JUST WANNA LET YOU KNOW HOW MUCH I APPRECIATE U BEING MY LOVELY/AWESOME/WONDERFUL GIRLFRIEND. MWAHHH!! *gawd so cheesy* anyhooo, worth mentioning it just for you!
coz u have help me out SOOO much in my life. =)

elaine, u got ur phone back?
- some barbaric cab driver took her phone that she accidentally left it in the cab and claims he didnt! what an asshole-


without realising it, its 1st of December already... that is REALLY fast wei.

sathya's coming down soon, and most of the ppl will be free already, having holidaes... this spells F-U-N

=D


i've been chilling at home only *yeah, still*
so nothing exciting/interesting to let yall know.

see you ppl very soon.

;)





Friday, October 10, 2008

roaaarrrr... i'm back.

helllllllloooo..

ok, its been q
uite a long time since the last time i blog. heh, busy. very busy. and when i had the time to blog i didnt have the mood thats why i delayed it till now. alot of things had happened during the raya break as well as recently.

we shall start with the events that falls during raya break, alright?

saturday, sunday and monday (before raya week) was kinda busy running around for a friend's wedding. *i wonder hows life after marriage*

tuesday - worked for sis since she's short of staffs


wednesday - i think this is the day i went to hannah's house for open house due to raya.

thursday - was at home doin my uni's work, but i did a little only. procrastinating and also lazyness. sigh. and at night went out with them girls except laine to modesto. oooooh, magaritas and beer. ;) fun fun fun.


------------------------> ME



----------------------------------------> Siva



-------------------------------------------> Mae



-----------------------------------------> Bao



------------------------- > ooppss, caught in the act. hehe. piggin out!



----------------------------> yummy innit? look at them cheese.



-----------> me and mae, i think this is before our drink coz my face aint red YET



---------------------------------> delicious margarita. =D



siva and bao. siva looks like she has turn mouldy and green. sumthings not rite with the lighting



---------------------------------> camwhored with bao's phone. hehe


i think we stopped in front of mae's house and finally got a decent photo of us after many tries



friday - i can't remember.. grrrr

saturday - was working again for sista.

sunday - at home doin my ASSignment again.


As for the following monday till friday, i was at either at my room in Vista B or IMU doin my routines such as going uni, doin my report, goin online, sleep, and eating. hehe.


saturday - slept till late. woke up watch tv then slept again. was suppose to study and as usual look wat happened. grr. damn pissed with myself. at nite after dinner when out with yoon chyn and vivna. the decision to Euro Fun Fair was impromptu. we had fun there, but coz we only manage to ride the Vortex. which was really cool and exciting, heart racing watever adjectives u can think of! haha. oh, and also the Euro Wheel ( aka ferris wheel)
pictures will come later.
after mamak, i came back and online strait away. =)

tomoro HAVE to study by hook or by crook. more procrastination will lead to HELL!! i have statistics test. its 50% wei. coz no finals for this. another 50% is obtained from assignments.



Friday, September 5, 2008

complicated san!

hey hey,

this week is not a good week for me. hehe.

i think i got speedtrap la. i saw the policemen taking photos on the highway. sigh. wait for daddy to ask me. i drove 110kmph. lucky not VERY fast. or else dad will make noise. even at that speed i think he would.

aiyo, the worse part is. i nearly got into a major accident on the highway, coz when i'm exiting i look at the side mirror it was clear so i when then there's this HUGE ASS lorry that's just right beside me. blind spot. i should've turn an look. it was SOOOOOOOO close that u could wind down the window and touch the lorry, i manage to turn to the left a little and i wasn't fast enough to crash the lorry. the person on the front passenger seat stuck his head out and gave me the "what-the-hell-are-u-trying-to-do hand gesture" .. it was SOOOO close. i wouldve been DEAD. hehe. my heart was racing and i think i was in shock after that. i overtake the lorry and the driver gave me the same look. sigh. that was on monday.

why i said i was in shock? i didnt sing when i was listening to song like how i usually do. till i reach college. then i told minying bout it. aichochocho....

speed trap was on thursday.

then this lady coming down the IMU parking hill came so close that i had to drive to the side a little and the back of my left side mirror had scratches. just a small one from the tractor parked on the left side of the road. i was FUCKIN' unlucky for this week.

test on friday sucks! its was easy actually. as usual, my last minute studying didnt help much.

nvm, i've got my plan to be a nerd. lets see whether i can make it anot.

saturday i'm going to go out with me dad to buy some stuffs for the room in IMU.
alot of money needs to be spend. sigh. i feel bad. and i need more clothings? like seriously. not the usual girl's just wanna shop kind ok..

sunday, i'm goin to bukit jalil to support jue in swimming competition for IMU cup.


oh i met my another housemate named benjamin. hehe. not bad.
=D

how come all the medic student in our intake are so much better than other courses from our batch?? not fair. but very fair to my eyes =D


for merdeka eve i went Euphoria with manishya and her frens.
crowd was awesome, music mostly trance and house.. i can layan thanks to jue exposing me to them. ok, let the pictures do the talking aite?


manishya, me and harveen. i've seen harveen around b4. she's from klang too.



finally after not being able to see her for a really long time coz she's studying in india. that time she's back for the holz. now she went back already.



hehe, i dunno what's his name but he's from taylor's. he calls us party animals. look who's talking. =)



crystal was there as well, monash ppl was there as well coz their after party for monash ball is at euphoria. crystal nvr attend the ball but came for the after party.



seems like i'm a little off here but hey, i'm still alrite ok!


i like euphoria. i like the design inside. pretty cool i would say.


hmmm...
its been about almost a month since you ppl. sorry. i'm my schedules really pack. will try to make time to see yall. got test almost every week. that's why. but next week dont have. hehe.
i will settle my room ASAP. minying and meiyan has been pestering me to move in. actually i'm sort of looking forward also. alot of probs will be settle.

no one will make noise coz of cars in my house. go ahead and use. by all means. =)

i can escape for a while. its like a private getaway~~~ hahah
like goin on a holidae huh?

eh, i'm sharing a toilet with a guy. mah fan. always when i shower i will wrap towel and go in the room. but now, how? like not so nice rite? aish.. i dont care one. not as if i'm naked. but he leh? hehe. i dunno. a little troublesome. but not and issue, *i hope*

ok, i think i'm going off now..wanna watch tv...

ps: thanks to those who have been really caring and concerned about how am i doin. i love you ppl so much that u dont even noe. fuah.. jiwang..~~

tata.

Monday, August 11, 2008

photooooooooooooo~

ANDDDDD..
presenting to you the pictures for the previous post. =)


hehe, erica a little tipsy i think??




minying looked damn hot and so does yleng.



jue preparing drinks, mying uses eyeliner wei, yleng hair is so shiny and silky



heheh candid shot! =)




bottoms up! yummy bacardi apple


oh coz of jue, i've started to like trance hehe. tiesto, armin van buuren, dj shah,.. quite a number of them are nice. =) i'm still beginner. long way more to learn. =D

please listen to : unforgivable - armin van buuren.

WHOAAAA.. IT BLOWS MY MIND