its 0440 in the morn.

ola.
Hehe. today is tuesday morning. and i'm still here blogging my ass off. today was really unproductive. i just managed to finish 2 lectures on statistics. i've got 6 more to go and 2 more days left. gawd how i wish i could say 3 more days left. anyhoo, i only manage to seriously study at about 1am. i'm not very certain why but i felt very stressed up and my emotions is up and down. *yes, yes blame it on the PMS*

Went library at about 7 plus but was pointless. couldnt concentrate to study at all. nothing entered my brains. sigh. about 10 ish, i went to the malay stall nearby uni with minying had keropok lekor. yum. brings back ol' skool memories.

and i do realise, every single time i feel emotionally disrupted, i kinda like to just stand outside the balcony of the apartment and gaze into the nightview from the apartment. the brightly lighted buildings, dark sky with a few stars occasionally and also the cool breeze can calm me down. i feel so much more relaxed instantaneously. this will definitely put me to ease and i guess its good that i have a place chill once in while.

apart from that, there's one more place where i call "paradise". =) its the komanwel park (thts the name if i'm not mistaken) its a place where u can do exercise. i find this a real effective way to loosen up those tight/tensed muscles. infact, u wont feel tired so easily and will be more alert if u actually sweat it out a little. no, i'm not trying to be all oh-so-healthy on u ppl but its a fact. you cant deny the fact that exercise actually make u feel so much more alive and energetic. i went jogging for about twice last week. man, its was fantastic! so refreshed and the release of endorphins is awesome. makes me so much more cheerful than before.

hmm.. i went alone for both the time. minying said she doesnt have sport shoe. hehe. she's lazy as well. honestly i could do better on my own. as much as i like all of u fellow frens. its plainly understood when i say we all need some time alone. right? its a once in a blue moon thing. just u and ur thoughts alone without any distraction or opinions formed from others. not that i dont appreciate them but i just dont need them at the mean time. no offence taken okay? this post is not meant to hurt anybody's feeling at all. =D

alright. i think i better head to bed. i need to wake up to study in few hours time.

later.