Maybe?

Have you ever thought about this?

Say one day if u're in trouble. be it big or small serious or not.

who will stand by you to help you to go through shits? who will be there to hold your hair back when you're puking your guts out after a night of really heavy drinking? who will be there to actually listen to your problems and give you relevant advice rather than " aiya, life is like that one la".

Are they going to be there for you when u needed them the most? who will not back out and keep a distance from you just so they don't look bad by gettin involved in whatever that they feel is embarassing to them?

before you actually make decisions, think wisely. Don't just talk the talk and not walk the walk. As far as i know they're only a handful of ppl that actually cared for shits for me as in truly and sincerely.

Honestly i dont actually give two shits bout things like this but what someone has said is quite true. Put that aside i always don't notice things like this unless someone else rather than myself actually reminded me that 'hey, this is not right'.

Nah, i'm not emo. It's just that something said by someone make me think for a bit. That's all. =D

Oh by the way, i've got so much shits to do. (i chilled on Saturday and that is taking a toll on me.) Grr. I wanted to go out SO badly on Saturday night but no one was available. sigh. What a pathetic life, seriously. i've had a couple of deep thoughts lately. i have to maximize this mundane life of mine. Like for shizzle. i've been performing under my ability and strengths. High time to step up. its been what? 22 years? i wanna feel more useful you know?

okay, one step at a time, alright? see what i can do. hoho. =)